that I do not always possess. I received a lovely gift of lace weight yarn that I am eager to knit up. Before I could start I needed to wind it into a ball and could not wait for my experienced swift (my manthing holds the hank while i wind) and had to settle for the 10 year old. Things were moving along smoothly until he had an itch on his nose or something and then the yarn was all tangled with a quarter left to wind. I wanted to cry, and suggested to j that he might want to buy me a swift for Christmas. Me and the manthing tried and tried to undo the tangle but failed and took a scissors to the nasty knot. Now I am even more ready to knit the shawl but cannot find a copy of the pattern I want to make. I am hoping that the designer will be kind enough to let us download it again as I do not want to pay for it again. Should I give up and choose another pattern?